Become a Woman

Recently, the thought of being a career woman, a mom and a wife has been flash in my head. It's confusing and need some serious thought.

I am naturally born with a great competitiveness. With my background and my environment, it is impossible for me for not working and not being a career woman. I wanna do something with my knowledge and experience and be a useful person to others. That is why I work in government sector so that I could make a great impact to others.

I also can not pull aside my obligation as a woman that will be a wife of someone and a mother of my child(ren). Being a wife and mother as well as a career woman might not be easy. You have several responssible to your fam, but i think i wanna do something big.

I wanna have family that at least like my family. So, the easiest way is to look at my mom. My mom is a lecturer and she is a great woman. She is smart but she can pull aside her ego in career, and decide to take care of me and my dad. She take 100% responsible of me even until now, even she cook my supper by herself. She never let me skip any meals and here I am, A healthy person with no significant shortage.

In my work environment, there are so many women with great position and very talented. But they spend so many times at the office. I wonder how their children are. Are they still knowing her mom or not. I should learn how they did and I should take a good points.

That is why, what am I suppose to do?
Hahaha actually there is still a long road, but I need to think about it, right? Sooner or later, I should decide what kind of woman I wanna be.