Sunday, May 19, 2013

independent

Hi blog!

Tiba2 teringat soal ini. Dlm bbrp event, gw slalu bilang, jd cwe independent itu penting. Tp kenapa sih?

Gw terlahir sbg anak tunggal. Cwe sendiri dan harus membangun jln utk diri gw sndr sjk kecil. Kadang gw slalu iri sm tmn2 gw, yg pny kakak hebat atau abang keren yg selalu melindungi. But me? I never had one.

Pas mau masuk sma semi militer, i was a bit hesitant, whether or not i take the chance. Tp nyokap memotivasi gw, klo gw gk bisa selamanya hidup sm ortu. I should learn to do everything by myself. Gw yg wktu itu manja bin rebel, took that advice seriously and finally got in to that scary yet exciting school.

Sjk saat itu, gw slalu berpikir bahwa gw hrs mampu berdiri di atas kaki gw sndr. Tanpa org lain even my parents or my spouse. Someday, i could be alone. Dan sjk saat itu, gw merasa klo gw hrs independent. I never had people doing things for me. Smua yg gw punya, gw dptin dr kerja keras gw sndr. Sounds boring? nope, i have my own way to hv fun, tanpa melupakan cita2 gw.

Bukan berarti gw ngapa2in sndr loh yaa. I love making friends. Klo ada kesempatan, secapek apapun gw, gw pasti akan nyempetin buat ktmu temen2 deket gw. Gw slalu berusaha aktif ikut kegiatan2 yg nambah temen. Being alone at home bikin gw hrs kreatif nyari temen ngobrol. Dan itulah gunanya teman.

Cita2 being independent ini ujungnya adalah gw pny pekerjaan yg mapan, financially and mentally stable, jadi gw bisa bikin keputusan on my own.

Agak garis keras ya? yahh, bakat keras emg ada dr dulu. Hahahaha. Udh ah sharingnya :P See u on my next posts ;)